I’m at work and I’m so bored. There are tons of things I should be doing but I just don’t want to. I think my mind is still at home. We moved on base last week and there’s still a lot of unpacking to do. All of my issues with my mom are still there, I decided not to say anything to her becuse it wouldn’t change anything. I really need a vacation, just to go somewhere by myself for a day or two. I’m seriously thinking about checking into the base inn this weekend and treating myself to a spa day. But I’m trying to save money and I went shopping this weekend and spent to much. Maybe I’ll go to a movie instead, I don’t know yet.

Yesterday was my two year wedding anniversary, we went to dinner, a moraccan resturant in Sac. The food was good but I would have rather stayed in. We wanted to but my mom wouldn’t leave the house, she didn’t even go to church and she never misses a Sunday. She is so rude she never thinks abot anyone but herself, her friend even came by to take her to one of their meetings but she wouldn’t go. She had to know thatwe wanted to be alone. I don’t know maybe I’m expecting too much.