This Sunday was Mother’s Day (hooray for all the moms) and I received three cards,one from my husband, one from my MIL and the other from my very good friend. I’m still not too sure whether I’m an official mom or not but the cards made me happy. Everyone wrote me very sweet and comforting messages, I felt loved!
I’m a week away from being full term and I’m totally ready to hold my little girl in my arms and start the next phase of mommydom. I’m still worried about how good a mommy I’ll be but my friends have been showering me with assuring praise. I only have one friend who actually has a child (not just a pet mommy) and she has been amazing support for me. She is a wonderful mom and I love being able to learn from her and share my fears and thoughts with her.
I think that I’m finally embracing this new life though. I’m starting to feel a motivation that has been lacking in me for quite some time now. I’m starting to feel like the fierce conqueror that I used to be. I want my daughter to be strong, confident and in control, knowing that she can do whatever she dreams and I’m going to lead by example.
This renewed vigor in me feels almost electric, like it’s racing through my veins. It’s pushing me to make changes in every aspect of my life. It’s making me remember my purpose and experiences that I want out of life. I know that once I set myself on this course wild horses won’t be able to get me to stray.
All I have to say is IT’S ON!!!
